Dear reader

Dear reader,                  

      I apologize for my very long leave of absence, I’m sorry for just cutting you off. I have received a number emails concerning the blog, some of which I replied. It’s been a year and just so to give

before you conclude...

i lay my head on the table as i listen to coin speak to me and tell me about his adventurous lifestyle *i really do not need to explain to you who coin is, cause you can tell by the name that he is two sided*. coin asked for my opinion and i answered; coin smiled and said "i'm happy you could help, you really listen and speak less"

now, it's not the two "sidedness" of coin that made me realize the definition of being hurt or misunderstood. the thing is coin could figure the kind of person i was and did not take it to heart when i hardly responded to his tales.

i then understood hurt when i realized that i had pushed a good person away because i concluded on the first thing i knew about the person; at that point i role played myself as coin and tried to imagine how i would have faired, trust me, it wasn't a pretty site.

i also realized i had been the victim since because coin really didn't have to worry about a thing; i was the one bothering myself. coin was just being himself and i was wondering why coin had to be coin and neglecting my life *the irony eyy?*

between the world and myself.

One body placed in the center for the world to come by; every individual with their own opinions and expectations. Not a canvas but seems to them that it is, like the work if an artiste, 

Several views and messages; they see my life as a painting.

 Yet they don't reflect on the picture, they only criticize.        

                                    O ye man, when will thou place thyself before thee and compare thy actions to those ye criticize; thy life is filled with more scornful and treacherous behavior. 

Thy has to appreciate thine self for criticism to end.

For me, you say to people what you know and what you can see concerning yourself, therefore; a man that speaks ill of a man is ill.