Thursday, September 26, 2013

before you conclude...

i lay my head on the table as i listen to coin speak to me and tell me about his adventurous lifestyle *i really do not need to explain to you who coin is, cause you can tell by the name that he is two sided*. coin asked for my opinion and i answered; coin smiled and said "i'm happy you could help, you really listen and speak less"
now, it's not the two "sidedness" of coin that made me realize the definition of being hurt or misunderstood. the thing is coin could figure the kind of person i was and did not take it to heart when i hardly responded to his tales.
i then understood hurt when i realized that i had pushed a good person away because i concluded on the first thing i knew about the person; at that point i role played myself as coin and tried to imagine how i would have faired, trust me, it wasn't a pretty site.

i also realized i had been the victim since because coin really didn't have to worry about a thing; i was the one bothering myself. coin was just being himself and i was wondering why coin had to be coin and neglecting my life *the irony eyy?*

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