#6 of "Diary of A Loner"

#6

I got back to school that day, went to my room and really thought of what I wanted with my life, If I wanted to be a waste or not. Something in me triggered and I thought to call my mum, I really don’t know what it was. I really wanted to be like my roommate because of the material things she got, most especially the rapid rate in which she got them. Anyway I called my mum and I explained every single thing that happened over the weekend. She came to pick me the following morning, because it was late, on getting home I explained everything from the beginning. Obviously I was
scolded for my wrongs but she couldn’t really blame me because she didn’t really put me through in the beginning.

When I was leaving the school, I told my roommate I had to go for HIV and other STD tests, for her not to suspect. Considering how wealthy my dad is, he decided to send me out of the country for the main time, and then he’d process a student’s visa for me that’d cover me when my normal visa expires. This time around my mum didn’t hesitate to come with me. I mean who wants anymore tragedy for their child?

Schooling in the U.K. is really unbearable now, because I’m in college *I can’t go to Uni straight cause I didn’t even get a transcript* and my classmates are older than I am. Sides, all what they are teaching is the same as what I was thought in SS1, *some kynda backwardness abi*. Anyway I’d be using that one to be coming first in class and probably get scholarship.

The bad thing is that I really want to make friends, but I’m so scared too, due to the various things I’ve come across in my life, I mean the tragedy with my cousin then my roommate, am sure people have experienced worse but I’m barely 18 and all these happened in two years!